sad. sad. sad. haix. i called him. 2 times lehz. he nv picked up. sobtz. till n0w i blog. he nv even call back or sms ask why i call. WHY? why like this. i tk da guts t0 call him. but wad. he like dat. sobtz. wad is wrong. why like dat. can tell me? haix. i feel like callin again. but i dun dare. scare he fan lo. i owas tk da initiative lo. cann0t lik3 dat de wad. he shld oso like frenz hor shld call me back lo. why. bo chup att is like dat? sobtz. i am s0 s4d. fe3l like cryin lo. =( wad t0 do. i dun0. really duno.
u n0e. everytime i see yanda0z on streets arh. cute guys arh. i will say d3. but i wun like any1 of dem. why. c0s my h3art has only him. i n0t flirt or wad. s0 dey are attracted to me. but jus for glancing. se3 nia. it's n0rmal f0r gurls to do dat. unless dey r les. d3n nth t0 say. rite. i cant put any1 else int0 my he4rt. sigh.
i miss him. truly miss him lots. since beginnin of march i nv seen him or tok nicely to him le lo. haix. h0w cum. is he so busy wid his problems or busy wid w0rk or wad? sobtz.
WISHLIST Buy a Car. Improve my skin condition. Trip to France. Open a Cafe. Loving people around. Nokia 5800 XpressMusic. Coach Wristlet. Chanel Bag. Clutch. Trip to Anfield, see Gerrard or Torres! HAHA.
