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Thursday, September 24, 2009
- SiCk StiLL -
i have been falling sick for the past near 2 mths.
till now i am still falling sick. gastric.
i am so depressed. i can only go work next wk. my last 2 days.
and i have to compensate 1wk salary + 2 days which i nv work for my notice period.
sigh. how black heart the agent is.
dun seem to believe i am sick. :(
i am so sad.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
- QuiT JoB -
i have decided to quit the job.
recently i had diarrheoa.. gosh. went to see doctor. and he said i caught cold.
next wk will be my 1wk notice period, working for free.
as i have to pay a penalty of 1wk salary.
yea. i have no choice. cos no matter wad. health is still the most important thing than work.
no health, money wun solve it. little will it can do.
with health, then can earn money, isn't it?
nth beats health. and i wanna rest. to recover fully before i will go find work again.
not that i am lazy. but i really wish to have a good rest. as i have never had a good rest.
yeap. i really didn't. after exams. keep going out. den support Liverpool. then here came the job and then start working. and never had a good rest. no exercising. gosh!
hence. now. i decided to have a good rest to build up my stamina and my health. to be pink again!
i hope i can get fully well soon. and stay happy like the past. maybe i think too much.
but i hope i will slowly get out the phobia i have now. i need time. i hope i can.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
- StReSs -
i wish i can go back to student life.
little did i noe. i am stress. really. but really different from what i've worked before.
maybe it's not the type of job i wanna do.
and my body rebels it.
that i get sick twice within 1 month.
my head gets so big. so heavy. i dunno why.
i tried to cool myself down. not to think. dun be so stress. but i cant.
tell me, what to do? quit? but needs penalty pay of $294. worth it?
unless i got a perm job of at least $2K den i'm willing.
but when will i get to find it?
treat the job as for fun. yes. i did. but it doesn't help. i cant.
tell me, what to do? :(
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Buy a Car.
Improve my skin condition.
Trip to France.
Open a Cafe.
Loving people around.
Nokia 5800 XpressMusic.
Coach Wristlet.
Chanel Bag.
Clutch.
Trip to Anfield, see Gerrard or Torres! HAHA.
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