i cant resist myself but thinking of you day and night. how to stop myself from thinking of you. i cant do it. i r3ally cant. can teach m3 how? haix. sobtz. it's s0 hard. h0w i wish s0meone could win my he4rt over and let me love him. den i wun think of you le. =\ but n0 1 can. no one. how? wad shld i do? wait till ur bday? d3n mayb see got chance ma? ya i wish to. but i'm afraid till den is still da same. den i would be m0re dis4ppointed by den. i would cry. and i wun even n0e wad i would do when this happens. i r3ally h0pe my partner ish u. u. jus euu. c0s de3p in my he4rt seems like only u can stay inside. n0 one else. =(
i tot of sth. f3el like getting s0me1 by my side. to acc me. help me take things. really lo. i n0e this thinking ish v bad. v bad bad bad. but haix. duno la. jus think of it nia. nv r3ally do. =\
WISHLIST Buy a Car. Improve my skin condition. Trip to France. Open a Cafe. Loving people around. Nokia 5800 XpressMusic. Coach Wristlet. Chanel Bag. Clutch. Trip to Anfield, see Gerrard or Torres! HAHA.
