Saturday, December 10, 2005
-iT's rEaLLy hEaRtAcHiNg-
it's really painful. wad so call frens. being good being nice aint easy. hao ren zhen nan zuo! really... i'm not da one who boost out da things. yet i might be da one accused for doing this. oh gosh. age gap is da problem. ya. diff thinkin. everything seem diff. jus cant believe he will think i'm this person. oh freak. and i owas quarrel or kena say by him dat i betray him! oh man. if a fren says u dat. cos of someone special. wad do u think? how do u feel? seem like i'm not a fren. becos of someone. i get scolded. i get accused. i've been called a betrayal. u noe. it simply hurts. a fren call me dat. say me dat. oh god. when i'm not da one who say out those things. and i am been said dat i'm da one. freaking damn ...............................
i hate myself being so nice. so good. for my life. wo bu shi bei yuan wang. jiu shi bei li yong. wei shen me? WHY?! why mus i being so nice to ppl yet... i am not being said a thank you. but. "thank you" for doing dat. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it. i wun eva do anything anymore!!!!
WISHLIST Buy a Car. Improve my skin condition. Trip to France. Open a Cafe. Loving people around. Nokia 5800 XpressMusic. Coach Wristlet. Chanel Bag. Clutch. Trip to Anfield, see Gerrard or Torres! HAHA.
