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Sunday, April 01, 2007
~~TodaY i Go Sao Mu~~~

yea. qing ming jie is on thurs. but usually ppl go sao mu on sun cos all not working. every yr i hab been going. cos 1stly my dad side grandpa had passed away b4 i was born. den in 2003. my mum side grandpa passed away and i had been going dere to sao mu ever since dat yr. actually i missed my mum grandpa alot. although he liked to scold alot abit rough. but however. he loved me n my bro alot. owas on sun he wanna me to acc him to drink coffee. i did. although dat time i admit abit ma fan. i do u c. haix. but he liked to drink coffee de. so bring him go. and oso see doctor too. and as time passed he cant walk anymore. he had to sit on wheelchair. my aunts n mum carried him to see doc. to bathe n so on. ppl will get old. and dey will tend to lose deir ability. and b4 da day he passed away. da b4 night. my eyes were twitching so heavily. i could remember dat. i was really thinking wad would happen. it's so real. and yes. da next morning. he passed away. he slept away. b4 dat day he passed away. he asked my mum to buy sth for him to eat. da only time where he will speak and da last time he spoke. and he slept. till next morning den he really passed away. gosh. i was in sch. i was numb. i did. sigh. i cried. i totally broke down. i still missed him now. i did. tears do moved around my eyes. hmmm well why i said so much. sometimes really. when da person is around u. we mus really treasure n cherish da time when we're wid da person. if dey suddenly gone. it's too late. i really noe jia's feelings. jia's dad passed away. when she told me. i cried on da phone. i did. cos i went to her hse b4 to do projects. her mummy n daddy were really good. scare me didn eat. den cook food for me or ask jia to bring me go eat together. treated me eat lo. his dad oso teng her. when she dunno da place to meet. her dad even accompanied him. i remembered dat. i oso heard frm jia her dad is quite shy de. hmmm jia i dunno if u r reading my blog. but i wanna say. you will continue to work hard in ur studies. dat's every parents' dreams. including ur dad. he wanna see u study well n get a degree. den u can work hard to take care of ur mum. it may be too sudden. even i feel dat. he nv say anything to u. but i believe he will go into ur dream n tell u wad he hasnt say. he will be back wid u. in ur heart. ya. u mus live wid him in ur heart now. helping him to accomplish wad he hasnt. to take good care of urself and ur mum. if dere's anything u needa help. if i could i will definitely help. if u need someone to tok to. i will always be dere to hear u. if u need a shoulder to lean on. my shoulder wil owas wait for u to lean on. although i'm abit thin no meat. =/ hehe. u mus be strong! okie. jia you. ur frens around u n mj will owas be ard to guide u along thru ur life. accompany u all da way. so dun gib up yea~ :) cheer up~

i had my fri 1st revision class. quite okay la. cos quite a number of break time man. lolx. eat study eat study hahhaa. wed still got class to fri den sun oso got. sian.

tmr gonna go town. cele jas er bday. jas. in advanced. wishing u a very Happy Birthday yea. ;)

i got nth to blog much le. i'm jus quite saddening now.

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